Dear Lord,

You are always there. I know that, for sure. 

A while ago, I started deliberating and I started planning for my future. I realized how big is my dream. While I was thinking of it, I felt a little bit nervous. Will I be able to make it? Will I survive? A lot of questions clouded on my mind. Questions that only me--and of course, You--can answer. I know at certain times, I'm weak. I tend to be negative when things don't go the way I want them to be. I have this tendency to give up when things are getting tough. But this is Me.

While scanning the piece of paper that I printed and copied online, I started counting. It will take a few more years, but as early as now, I'm already planning. I don't know why, but I have this feeling that I need to plan for it now because today is the best time to do such. I realized how fast time passed by. I am now 17 and I am now in my 2nd year as a college student. In my 2nd year in AUF, a lot of opportunities knocked on my door and luckily, I didn't let any of those slip away. Probably, this is my way of coping up with all the opportunities I've missed when I was younger. Before I entered college, I promised to myself that I'll do everything to improve and develop myself into someone I always wanted to become. I promised to myself that this time, I won't waste any opportunity... that I'll enjoy life and live it to the fullest. Thank God, You're always there to remind me that I need to fulfill those promises I've made to myself.

Lord, I'm thinking about this dream of mine now. You know what is it. You know every single piece of thought inside my head at the moment. I know this wouldn't be easy and it will take a lot of sacrifices and hardwork, but Lord, I'm willing to do everything [good] just to reach this dream. At this moment, while i'm writing this, I know You're there. I know You'll hear me. I know You'll help me. Whatever happens, I'll always believe in You. I love You and I will always do.

Love,

Angeline♥